MoiZhuZhu

2009-12-06T15:41:00.002+08:00

i got a plurk. and i just register for nothing.
so please see more update from ME, if am not lazy!
long time didnt update already.
as usual, work and work and work.
but things are different, am im under different bosses.
more stress, and things are getting more complicated.
let;s leave work aside.
recently, my ah gu papa passed away.
i know he had stay strong to fight for his sickness!
he look after me when im small, although we grown up,
not as close, but my heart still feel the heartache.
i remember him crying very loudly at the stage he didnt even can talk anymore or recognise anymore.
and my maggie mummy keep telling him im SHUYUN!
from that day onwards, i know he still cares~
but lifes seem likedat, everybody will leave sooner or later.
i hate this kind of feeling coz my side people are leaving one by one.
hope that maggie mummy & cleo will stay strong!
few months, had stop helping mum to work,
coz the shop is hand over to my uncle..
anyway, i dont know can i say to my mum!
sometimes i give up telling her off.
am planning a holiday again after chinese new year.
this year, i will not be celebrating chinese new year.
coz both sides of families had people pass away.
so i feel that i will be coming back to work,
and after go holiday lo!

2009-09-13T18:15:00.002+08:00

well, back to work and i got to buck up for my work again.
now its the second week of septemeber i supposed.
holidays ended. birthday over. age again;
and i realised i didnt do much work for the past first weeks:
fainted, so much work need to be done.
deadlines are coming near and near.
meetings and meetings. never end!
tasks that will be canot b done. impossible.
i feel contented when my task is done.
but tell me, some things realli canot b done and how?
throw to me and ask me get it done.
wth, the software is not up to standard lah,
cost so much yet wants to push the blame to us.
alrights, enough of works.
gonna catch 3d g-force later woohoo~
i just get myself up on time to work.
and no matter how early i slept.
its doesnt help!
am currently searching new work place.
maybe coz i think im not suitable for this place anymore.
although sometimes i love the job here!
but its seem that something is pushing me to leave.
its just seem unfair.
non related stuff is handle by me too!
wth lah.

2009-09-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

feeling sick, whole body aching!
and i gonna be leaving for dinner
and not forgetting genting a few more hours later.
please let my body heal faster.

2009-09-04T12:52:00.003+08:00

few hours later i going for swim with my families.
please get the weather good with more sunny.
dark cloud please try flowing away to other directions.
last week i didnt get to swim as i was so tired~!
manage to go this week with my little cousin, sister and aunte.
woohoo. i love sun, please give me more sun.
just now was raining awhiile but it stop and have sun.
now the dark cloud are back again. 2 more hours and i will depart.
i hope there enough time for u to start raining alrights.
3 more days and i will be heading to genting again,
my birthday will be there and not in singapore!
i just dont wish to be in singapore when its my birthday,
can give me more money so that every year of my birthday,.
i will not be in singapore! oh not to forget, more annual leave & PH please.
will be coming on 10sep, so people please prepare your present oki.
getting older liao. more respondsibilites to handle.
more job assign means more stress.
gonna gave migrain soon lah!
baby is sick. please get well soon alrights.
poor thing that u have to worked so hard.
my doggies is so numb and have a weird temper.
he look so cute when he tilt his head one sided.
i love everyone! random post.

2009-09-03T13:36:00.002+08:00

and the blog is finally is being fully renovate again, its very simple as i love it! i will try to blog and upload picture often if i not that lazy. so that you all will not feel bored when reading my blog. saying bout 4d - my number open under third prizes. but just was unlucky that i didnt buy it that day. and its just all bout luck. omg! 09092009, its a special day~ for couples who are marrying on that date & not forgetting my birthday! i will not be in singapore for that weeks. gonna relax myself and not going to stress along with me. work now is so tough, recently quite stress too. but i also dont know stress what. thinking whether my boss is a good boss or not? am stil thinking where should i go further more. tireds, i just love simple life.

2009-08-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

im gonna start blogging soon..
as to make my blog look more alive!
need some time to change a new skin blogs to look more lively,

2009-03-13T11:58:00.002+08:00

HEY! time flies~, woohoo...
ohmygod,
i recently bought a new comp &
im addicted to facebook.
so pls dont lag lag oki,
things changes too.
revamped my room.
now its like own world larhs.
on leave soon & planning trip,
pls bless my ah ma also..
gonna go for operation soon!
& im gonna do housework myself etc.
its raining, i need slp!~

2009-02-11T13:46:00.001+08:00

Hellllooooooo ppl~
currently busy with my things,
willl update again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-22T09:52:00.002+08:00

yuppies~ few more days & its gonna be Chinese New Year!
i haven got anything prepare yet,
no shopping for me too.
finally i gotta leave 3 days from work & do my stuffs.
its always a last minute for me~
its seem so many things i need to do.
& i cant think my time managment is not good.
wake up 7plus this morning due to no reasons,
gonna bath myself & head off to appointments.
time is running & i need to cherish.
suddenly i think of something,
which i used to have.
but its gone again~
fews day back!
got a big quarrel.
just dunno why,
seem like im not commited enough.
sometimes you will feel tired.
let me alone alrights,
chinese new year i'll b working!
& head for a short trip after dat~
tireds.
stomach not feeling very well.
fainted~

2009-01-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

elos, recently been feeling not well.
dunno what happen also!
few weeks & im not recovering,
nw body feel so hot also`
maybe lack of sleep or what lorhs.
weeks more & its chinese new year,
i havent got any clothes for myself.
think realli dont have to mood oso!
coz i need to work on eve & 2nd day new year,
so i think i dont realli have the time to enjoy the season!
but after dat i think im heading for a short trip again~
i think not enough rest oso.
im considering to further studies,
but haven realli decide which course to enrol.
hav the urge of studying overseas,
anyone can help me find sponsor or not.
as the expenses will be damn the high lorhs!
im feeling very unwell now.
haven take my dinner yet oso,.
waiting my food now~
plus im still eating heaty food again,
lol, i just cant resist eating those foodies,
so i think i gotta pop a panadol tonight & head to bed.
my head feeling pain oso!
i wanna slacks.

2009-01-01T02:09:00.000+08:00

happy 2009!

loves~

2008-12-28T18:28:00.002+08:00

after 3 days of off & im back to work again.
alots of work still waiting for me to complete,
& i feeling very sleepy when times its up!
30mins more, i gotta finish work,
that;s my day at work!
wanna head home to take a nap & meet him later.
few more hours & he gonna finish work too!
well, yesterday was drinking sessions with fren.
we went to chong pang or sembawang road there pub,
still alrights the enviroment theres~
they manage to finsh two barrel at 12plus am.
& after dat they knock down liaos!
slept at 3plus am i think & woke up 8am.
headed home to change & off to work,
& i just hate those ppl who drink and keep talking.
its makes me feel so irritated!
those nonsense they made up.
feel like killing them straight away,
well, 2009 is coming on the way!
& a new year for me to plan & start everything again.
hope whatever we decide or do,
there always wont be any more regrets again~
look forward for drinking sessions & people drunking.
but i still need to work on new year day!
wth, im hope i wont be dead beat like hell,
i wanna go shopping for clothes again.
as i need to attend cousin;s wedding soon,
i need a break now! & counting down mintues to off work.
i need a nap / sleep badly~
recharging.....................................

2008-12-27T11:43:00.003+08:00

hey, belated merry christmas!
oops im late for the wishes as well im here to update at last.
this season was busy working with stuff,
life;s wasnt bad this few months after so much things happen~
im hope im settled down with happiness.
dont really think much which may lead to phobia!
didnt really celebrate christmas coz not really much mood.
well, at least work place still let me have some fun,
exchange gifts & also recieve some gift too!
im satisfied,
its gonna be 2009 soon.
hope its a good year ahead for everyone~
& im getting older soon.

2008-11-23T19:18:00.002+08:00

how i wished my holidays is forever,
i dont hav to work & still can enjoys.
i want to get out of this small little worlds!
its may be quite foolish, but i had that childish thinking.
what i want to do next?
got a devil's trying to ruin my lifes,
how i wished i had never knew you before.
chances i given & its always not been cherished~
when the time;s up, agains. you wanted to be nice.
wtf, taken its for granted.
how i wish im always drunk & to slp.
someone could please appear & share my sadness?
coz of you, fren are all gones & left some behind for me.
i always wanted a simple life!
cant you just leave me for a moments & let me be.
im acting tough to be myself as a happy girl,
you want suits everything accordingly to yourself!
den dont blame me for everything when things goes wrong.
i realli hate myself alots!

2008-11-21T10:33:00.002+08:00

im back from holiday~
& back to work with tiredness!
need to rush alot of reports,
i hope i can manage through without my deadlines.
pls make my times grow faster so that i can knock off from work.
& im off to finish my task soon.

2008-11-08T15:58:00.002+08:00

im living in a very cosy & sweet world~
here i am to talk craps again.
awaiting for my holiday trips,
which is just 2 days.
but im still happie with it!
after that need to work for long before i can off.
works seem to be loaded again this time,
cant finish & im gonna be dead~
i dunno where to start from.
where im here helpless and nothing can help,
i hate that kind of feeling which like im just alone!
would a kind soul be here to help me my work tasks.
im gonna drag long & longer,
would i able to complete it before my holiday?
countdowning to 11 days & off i go.
which is like only a week left for me to finish,
people always seem so busy that couldnt help me at all!
wth, dont come around asking me if you need help.
i will just heck care coz you are sucks,
being sleepy very lately this few weeks.
but i just love that kind of feeling~
im feeling so blessed with everything given to me,
i just hope im happie with whatever im have now.
daddy anniversary coming~ & i want to go visit him soon,
im may be bad coz i think i didnt visit him quite long lers.
tell us what you wants from heaven?
we would try our best to give,
dont forget us always even though you are not with us.
i will still have only one daddy & that;s you!
we love you.
please take care of me & blessed me.
i dont want to be bullied again~
i know you are there to look after me,
coz im still like a little small girl to you always!
well, gotta go & i will update soon.

2008-11-04T16:21:00.003+08:00

i just love the life im having now~
wooohooo,
holiday mood is on!
working mood is off!
im just feeling blessed with everything.

2008-10-20T16:59:00.002+08:00

im fcuking hate my BOSS!!!
i want go home now.
i starting to hate people!
i got a feeling that you are very sucky's.
LOL.
i cant go home as i want to go off early.
why & please tell me why.
what's the bloody reason behind it~
im not hungry since morning till now.
i nvr eaten my lunch yet!
i only ate mcdonald susauge muffin,
i still got my ah ma bread with me.
i dont feel like eating & i dont want to waste food.
i really hate today!
haha.

2008-10-19T17:36:00.002+08:00

im still coughing~!
& my mouth eeek coz cold sore?
HAHA!
but i think im recovering soon,
feeling bettter!!
im am damn the pissed at work.
coz of some tupid reason?
i fcking angry~
what's responsibility mean arh!
can anyone tell me or not.
well, give myself sometime too.
supper or slacks yesterday with starnut.
i think im crazy to head over her place there?
& she lied to someone which she feel so bad.
loves to craps with her & tell her my sadness,
feel much really better afterall~
thankwie alots for the times,
though i may be so nagging at times.
i couldnt sleep ytd, end up 3plus am!
this morning, trying hard to wake myself to work,
its like im still in a wonderful dreamland~
woohoo.. im crazys,
love to sleep especially in the morning!
i think i need a midnight job.
HAHA,
& hope i'll be studying again,
which i wish but dunno what to go for!
could someone be my angel & tell me what i can study?
bless me with lucks.
good day ppl!

2008-10-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

im too weak to talk to anyone.
im dont have the energy to talks,
having difficulties in breathing!
cant sleep if the medicine is finish in my body.
feeling damn the suckiis.
the medicine dont seem to help!
what i can do?
its like the worst sickness i got lahs.
body too weak to move around,
cough till my stomach seem to be veri pain!
trying hard to cough everything out.
in the middle of nights,
coughly loudly dat can wake everyone up.
i dont wish to as im really got no choice!
please pray me to recover soon.
MC for 3 days ler.
the doctor say that one to two day will recover.
but its seem like im not well yet!
i dont want to see any more doctor.
sleep for the whole days.
feeling very tired and weak.
wake up eat medicine den sleep again!
hope can recover tmr den off back to work.
i dont want to fall sick anymore.
the feeling is not very good!
i want to eat what i want.
play & do what i can.
bless wo ok?
trying to sleep as i just ate my medicine.
good nights people!

2008-10-12T10:59:00.002+08:00

im hate the feeling of being sick with flu & coughs,
head is damn pain coz of too much coughing.
hope faster recover so that i can do what i want with ease!
& eat whatever that is heatys`
LOLS,

2008-10-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

genting trips~ here i come! will be heading tonight,
here am i posting here waiting for time to pass.
few more hours left, & i need to go for one round of mahjong!
haha, i think im crazii. going holiday still must go for mahjong lehs.
im feeling tired, coz i want to save it for later on bus,
so that i can sleeps!
i tink im left with 4 hrs, time is running out.
still waiting for one fren before we can start the game,
not much time left larhs dey!
hee. i'll b back on tuesdays,
its a short trip though_
alrights, tk cares.

2008-09-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

feeling sleepy for the whole day~
but dont want to sleep as its might be too early for me.
did u notice that i just change my skins?
yah & its took me quite some times coz my computer is stupid,
which keep hanging for no reasons!
i didnt even save the template or whats,
got to search again or type everything again.
but i think after all, the things its still the same`
coz im the person you know!
i am used to restart it too since i left with this laptop only_
coz my sister took the another out to her bfs house.
& its for their gaming purposes`
can u imagine this keep & i cant figure what the problems,
after work didnt go anywhere,
wanted to shop but im broke already lahs!
countdown to days for my pay to be out.
so that i can settle my outstanding balance bill i got`
can save my monthly savings which i going to spent finish.
its a lots of amount i spent you know.
& its take months for me to start savings again_
i felt im really broke at last~
after dat, i can continue to shop till i brokes again,
im damn sad coz my saving are gone!
my scv is down again for dunno reason`
i really hate it when im home,
got sound but no pictures.
called starhub but they also dunno say what lahs~
ask me do i want technicians to come down help?
wth, how do you want me to answer,
i also wish to settle the problem myself also what!
if not i waste money paying the subscription fees.
making me cannot watch nice show/movies for days.
i wonder izzit the connection lousy or what?
i really need to sleep soon if not cant wake up for work tmr.
will try to sleep after the posting,
i think my off days its still 4 days away from now!
hours are long, off day are shorter.
i also dunno what i want larhs~
forget it!
goodnights.
enjoy reading my post!

2008-09-18T03:31:00.002+08:00

its times up to updates my blogs!
yeapes, im damn bored now although im so tireds.
couldnt get to sleep maybe coz tmr im off & i dont want slp earli_
nothing i can do to entertain myself`
& was like making myself to talk at msn,
which i seldom talk so much with people de larhs-
surprised that someone came & talk to me.
coz she use her frens msn to check?
well i dont know her or seen her before~
she told me alots of thing & was like checking me out!
wth, i felt like a fool if i realli believe you.
coz you may lied too rights? shits_
after work, went for dinner with mum at amk crabby,
so we headed to amk hub ntuc so call club?
haha & i drank beer there~ i hated beer alots.
its was cool when they play the music though the song abit old`
sometimes its feel so nice when you hear them.
was seeing those people dance. cutes?
lol! wanted to thanks those who attended my birthday party~
though i mayb sad or happy at times during the week,
went wild wild wet coz we got free tickets.
but only got 6 so they share to paid the rest of the 4 pax_
realli enjoyed the day although lots of thing was down that day!
i really appreciate everything you all done for me.
& not forget, on the day itself on my birthday,
we went to zooooo~ we realli enjoyed.
although i was damn the tired & mahjong till the next morning`
yeapes, tmr & fri is my off day again.
i planning for my short holidays soon in october'08_
& i think i need to buck up with my works.
coz its like my desk is getting more tasks!
well, & due to my previous post.
you know what? i saw that fcukers again lahs,
yesh, i realli need to cursed like hell lorhs`
i just hate see you which i dont want to.
mayb im damn unlucky & didnt predict it too_
to: daxinxin, i dont know when the right times to talk to you.
coz your mood swing is damn suckys,
haha_ well, i've updated which of your request`
& i hope you wont take long for upgrading your blog,
which i knew you woulod take very long!
i need plans soon~ i need to work like everyday.
so its times for my to sleep, i guess so?
im feeling abit tired after bloggings~
i wanna put myself to bed & recharge for tmr!
nightys, tag my boards lahs`
okiess.

2008-08-29T13:36:00.004+08:00

i just hate the way you are now!
dont let me see you & never ever pls.
im kinda surprise of lots of thing you done_
you was never ever the one i known b4,
how i wish we never had knew~
& hope dat we dont even talk anymore.
from now till your / mine death,
i realli wish we will not even meet anymore!
i just really hated you so much this time.
not sure whether you would see this post,
but hope you will see lahs,
so that you will know how the feeling im having*
coz im sure i will cursed you alot,
if i happens to see your name or what!
& i dont wish too.
so i hope nobody will let me hear / see the name again~
or even dreamt of it! i dont want anything from you anymore
none of my business anymore.
since alot of things happen again & again,
all awhile, if i knew you was just only a fcuker?
i should had learnt my lesson from there.
everything was you the one!
what;s more can i comment / say now_
no words can really describe you now,
how i wish i can kill you right now.
im hope i can cursed you really well,
or make yours life miserable den mine!
i dont care~
i really love this post so much_
i will not forgot anything coz is too much already.
tireds of all this problem lers,
well, just wake up not long*
think im was too angry about somethings.
so here i came to post my bloggers,
its feels realli damns good coz i can say all those words_
i need to go help my mum to work laters.
how i wished i really have a clean brain now,
forgetting all those fcukers problem*
im so tired of lots of things.
im going to work soon.~
& gonna eat lots of things.
i dont care, i want to be fat as anyone!
take care everyone.

2008-08-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

im damn damn pissed off yeah!
so damn tired of it already,
i hate it damn bloody much.
fcuk you alrights?
& you just an fcuker larhs_
i just feel like saying everything out here~
as becoz u had step on my tail this time!
i cant tolerate anymore,
haha. stop being a two-snake? or shld i say act?
act if u want / need.
i wont blame you for yr stupidness_
;]. well. nothing much i can say lers,
stop being such a fcuker alrights?
take care den~
dont blame me for saying all this.
plz forgive me as this blog its damn rude*
well, i need a good sleep tonights.
dirtyyellowdaxinxin,
post your blogger pls_
& forgive me if i say anything wrong in your tag.
hahas, stop scolding me too!
as it will make you old faster lahs~
nitey peoples.!

2008-08-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

well, a brand new week for me again_
just got my 2 days off & its just pass so quickly,
got to work even off days coz need to help mum larhs!
its like not enough rest for me lorhs*
need to sleep earli today as tmr need to work at 10am again.
hope tmr time will pass fast fast & not much things for me to do~
need to settle lots of things lahs.
coz 2 days off i think lots of thing need to update too!
really tiring lahs at times_
countdown to birthday months,
i really need to prepare my things lerhs*
all alone doing all this things.
i hate it so much lahs!
these few days keep raining, cant even go suntan`
went swimming on friday, awhile onli coz rain,
& there was no sun for me too!
bad bad, cant manage to me myself dark.
haha! im tired but i just dont feel like sleeeping,
wonder's where msNg, coz she didnt reply my message!
or maybe she in her dreamland now or suppering now_
again, back to aramsaspas tmr lerh for work ,
goodnights dude.
where is my shuai ge? anyone know!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA...

2008-08-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

well, im damn the tireds. didnt get enough sleep recently_
im getting the fatter & fatters. coz i was eaing alot!
waking up early every morning to work was damn shaggy~
couldnt even sleep more than 8 hours i think lahs,
i need to do something with my biggg tummy^
mayb excercise? haha. i might b joking lahs!
im munching honey stars now_
as i just had dinner with big soup & rice.
so you will know how heavy food i got always`
yummy, i cant resist from stopping myself from foodies~
still trying hard to cope my works*
hopefully, i can hand up my work on times always.
as i always tend to drag till longger_
i feeling sleepy right now.,
i gonna stop my bloggies here!
hope i try to sleep early as possible,
gd nightyyy!!!!

2008-08-08T12:49:00.003+08:00

as usual, im back here to update abit for my blogs.
its seems to dusty & bored here if u have visited it!
well, im not realli good in words so please forgive me yeah_
started a new work enviroment recently~
hope i could realli cope well & not a loads of work for me too.
please guide me along & also give me some more times lahs*
tmr is national days yet i still got to work lorh,
off days means i got to go help my mums-
its like no off day to me, abit tired at times!
but im enjoying it maybe. craps_
still planning for my birthday this year.
i hate to do & plan headcount for the party~
yesterday went to sheraton towers hotel see my cakes.
not sure which to get* but its just a plain & normal cakes.
although its still a month to my birthday_
times pass damn realli fast de lahs!
& i realli need to do something about it lers.
i need to go and do some researching online,
& not to forget, ms NG. please update yr blog & dont let it be under maintenance_
its been long that u didnt touch right.
good day people..

08082008!

2008-06-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

i got nothing much to blog about it!
im bored to death at home, nothing to do;
i cant sleep, imagine i hav to wait till 3 plus am den i can try to sleep,
its so miserable lahs. im working tmr at 3pm_
i loves that kind of feeling which i dont have to wake up damn early morning.
no lunch for me at home tmr as my ah ma is going out`
she;s going malaysia for 1day tour i think.
tmr is sunday which mean is a busy day at spa again;
waiting for monday which i will be having my massage!
im damn tired, my whole body is aching lots
im too lazy to blog anymore.
im too EMO this few days, the reason is im being too BORED!
dont worry.

2008-06-27T02:17:00.002+08:00

im bored! im crazy! im mad! im siao!
no words can describe hows my feeling right now;
words seem so meaningless to me right now;
my mind is blank at this moment! feeling sucky?
lying on my bed trying to sleep, mind seems to be something_
what thats? i cant figure it out now,
no one/no else, will understand about it at all.
i think im thinking lots of stupid things recently:
its really stupid when i think back lahs'
trying veri hard to hold on lots of things.
& i knew i cant when i insist to be likedat!
nobody does or know anything regardless of what_
im just a dumb or stupid?
me, myself, i? realli not worth at all.
will you know. can you see & hear from me right now?
am im a idiot to anybody,
lol. oh, everything seem to be useless to me now!

2008-06-10T14:35:00.002+08:00

nothin for me to blog & nothin much to said;
reached home not long from bfs house as im need to help out mum laters,
im not slept enough hours for my sleep as im off from work_
gonna go bath soon as its going to be late ler.
trying to save money as possible.
i want to slacks as long as i can*
i dun want to be damn bored!
i want my lifes to be very interesting.
i want my futures to be miracles-
will you anyone to bless me?
im talking nonsense i think lahs^
its soon going to rain, the weather are damn good lahs:
im too lazy to go for a bath; dont feel like getting up from my bed,
haven take my breakfast or lunch, nothin much to eat*
not knowing what to eat, its alawys the same food!
gosh, times is running out.
gotta go, catch up soons~

2008-05-27T00:17:00.002+08:00

i think its more than one month plus dat i didnt manage to update my bloggies.,
not much things for me to said recently as life is still going on the same~
cant remember those things i did for the past few weeks,?
LOL ;] well, today was mine off days & i went to bugis pray pray. walk walk^.
had a macdonald breakfast at 4am at amks; with ms NG den we slack till 5am plus,
can u imagine we can sit there like for hours = HAHA
before that we went to chomp chomp for supper first` had charkwaytiao & stingray_
and den we actualli head to bishan park 1 to find her frens for prawns fishing..
& you know what,? got prawns become FISH.! this is what she say when she was damn excited,
dont scold me when you are reading at my blogs. coz dont forget the dead RATS^
you are being cursed by me!
tmr is our company dinner party, YAH!. surprises la~ still lots of things to prepare i thinks.
i think i will be heading to bed soon as im am damn the tired lorhs/.
need to wake up for MACdonald breakfast early tmr.`
HAHA, & i waiting for my pay day to come as im very the brokesr,._

2008-04-01T17:36:00.004+08:00

yeahs, im back here again to updates myself for these past few weeks/months.? LOL
been busy working lately, i need a break for myself alrights.
will be only working as part-time spatherapist & full-time GSO. guess what!?
body system not working well recenty, aching over all the body- HELP ME.
changing working enviroment tmr. hope i will get used to it too*
was shocked that i saw my new schedule ytd, coz suprisely my off days was today!.
i cant believes it too. been slacking home from morning till now.~
a brand new days for me tomorrow onwards lers.
in a few weeks time to go, i will be heading to bangkok-pattaya`
im awaiting for the trips coz its time for me to relax again.
i need to really save my money after this trips*
go there shop till like crazy den come back here dont need worry what to buy toos^
i cant have any afternoon naps today, been looking at the computer for almost whole day lahs!
my hand are tired now coz of this blogging.
hahahhas - i wanna go take a break lers.!

2008-03-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

helloos. anybody out there?
didnt get to sleep well recently and damn tireds.
reaching home at late hours always_
eating alots of supper too!
guess that im realli gaining more weight,
how can im slim down when i wanted`
working tmr morning and gonna off for 2days lers.
dont think will be free too to sleep & slacks at home~
didnt managed to see bfs for almost i think a few weeks*
trying hard to get enough sleep everytimes,
will be heading for holidays soon_
anybody willing to sponsor me some money?
not much time left for me to save lorh.
hope we will enjoy so much^
juz relax & enjoy the best we can!
i may need a new phone as i think mine gonna chui soon.
worst till, this month pay out veri lates-
make me so broke lahs~
damn the bloooody sians*

2008-03-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

my whole day of off days just gone likedats.
reach home not long and here im here to blog,
went out in the afternoon out for a swim at the club.
worst till i lost my sis fren goggles, i dunno why lors*
and when i went back to get my sandwiches,
one piece lost alreadi lahh` dunno why lost also.
had dinner at the old changi road, crabbies~
followed by to loyang tua pek gong pray pray`
damn tired liaos lors mayb coz of swimming juz now.
den send aunt home, after dat go home lers,
keep yawning lors. think today wake up quite earli mahs-
must sleep earli tonight although tmr working afternoon.
ok lahs. think i got things to do too,
so gotta go!~

2008-02-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

what the hell did i do to my post!!!
i actualli did an entry juz not a few minutes ago.
its was quite long alreadi. but coz of my stupid fingers*
i accidentalli type the backspace or what,
its automatically go back to the home page larhs!
now i have to retype again but i had forgotten what i wanted to say.
having my off days tmr and i can slacks & rot liaos`
im damn bored staying at home and nothing to do,
feel like going out NOW but where can i head to?
reach home at 7plus but till now i haven bath yet.
had tutu kueh & takopachi for my dinner,
bought at pasar malam jus now_
hope dat tonight i wont my stomach wont starve.
coz i like only hav damn little bit of food in it!
recently found out a mahjong online,
so i actualli play for it for these two days~
damn bo liaos lorhs, coz no game for me to play.
the worst is, today morning i ate nasi lemak larh,
den got fish what, the bone stuck at my throat.
whole day alreadi but i still cant get rid of it-
not sure whether its still at there not,
im damn scared lorh.
i think i have to go bath soon, if not later veri late alreadi!

2008-02-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

im damn tireds and sleepy. who can help me work for tmr so i can off earlierx!
hahaha, im may be dreaming for myself only larhs.
who can tag my board & let me know my blog is still alive always_
since long i didnt manage to post anything coz im too lazy lars`
off days will be on the friday & i know im juz gonna survive for tmr onli.
after dat i can enjoy myself during my off lerh*
gonna plan for my april holidays, any people can intro / advices to me,
juz wanna a place for relaxing and shopping too!
my left eyes is damn hurting, dunno what happens.
i think something poke into its, im getting irritating of it larhs~
i need to go for my bed earlier if not tmr cant wake up den dead-
i will try to update myself here reguarly whenever i have the mood too.
any comments for me jus leave what you wannt_
gonna change into my sleeping suit soon liaos,
realli bored when there nothing to do for me. labtop also no games arhs!
wanted to download, but no new games for me leas.
im like lazier to work coz got no mood, its get so irritated at times^
hope that i can sleep tonight before 12AM!
coz i must if not i cant sleep later liaos, den hav to roll here roll there alreadi.
ok lahs. i go prepare myself to bed lers.!
goodnites people~

2008-02-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

trying hard to make nicer for my blogger` will still be continued.
need more improvement lahs. so people give me some times alright,
chinese new year still not yet over^ but work is till on lahs.
valentine's day coming soon- no places to go also as im working on that day too!
already used to it liaos, im so damn tired lorhs*
had been resting at home for 2 days due to MC larhs,
will be back to work tomorrow` bless me faster get well please.
who want to share all yours red packet with me? tell me okays_
not forgotten* hey people, please update me with all your blogs.
if you happens to view my blog` tag me with yr add & i will know!
will appreciated with it okays? i will try to update often too if i had the mood.
dont blamed me if im too lazy or tired_

2008-01-27T14:25:00.000+08:00

YEAH, got my blogskin changed and name too!
recently didnt touched my blog due to tiredness or lazyiness?
although my blog seem EMO abit. hahas
people please update yr link to me and tag my board often too.
today sunday and its my off days, so intended to stay home slack,
countdown days to CHINESE new year~
guess what? i haven bought any clothes yet.
im doomed lahs. later last minute buy sure dont have de.
im too lazy to shop around & not sure what gonna wear for 2008.
and im hard to choose my clothes, coz im too FAT liaos*
i wanna slim down like last time, i dont CARE arhs.
plz support me lah. dont pour me cold water EHS,
i awaiting for my PAYday as im broke already!
slept at 7plus in the morning but i get up at 1plus in afternoon,
so tired already coz i juz cant sleep well,
coz my house are so noisy always~

2007-12-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

not long didnt update my bloggie,
seem lazy and nothing much to write.
been working these few day and sick too,
gonna coming christmas already.
today annual leave coz gonna go do things,
will be going out soon.
aunt coming over to fetch me soon,
today is dad 2yrs anniversary.
gonna pray later and put flower for him,
long time didnt go there already for him.
will be going town later to buy things,
gonna get myself camera and some stuffs.
im still tired on rest day,
guess i slept late last night.
but woke up early morning,
i need planning for my future.
its gonna be 2008 already,
countdown to it soon.
need to save lots of money,
coz i wanna go holiday soon.
need to work harder,
but so tired lah.
i need to go bath now,
will be bringing my dog to grooming.
he damn so poor thing,
whole body so itchy.
think due to the growth of hair,
den keeping biting his own skin.
will cut botak for him later,
hope today a nice weather for me.

misses.

2007-12-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

guess i didnt sleep much for my off day,
feeling tired and not well during work.
my body is too heaty already,
but im still eating lots of chocolates.
tmr working at 10am,
gonna wake up early again.
den from monday will be afternoon shift,
once a person love someone deeply.
he will try he every best to give no matter what,
as time goes by.
true colors will be out,
due to busy or whatever reason.
he will juz hack care that person,
this is what the ending will be.
im damn tired already,
take care.

gonna faint soon.

2007-12-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

once again i changed my skin,
feel bored so search for something nice.
changed my song too,
hope its nices.
was at home slacking whole day,
raining season this month.
got no mood to go out too,
tmr working again.
the times past so fast le,
but working days seem so slow.
hahahaha,
been lazy to blog these few days.
mayb got not much time,
coz reach home already late lers.
went for supper too,
im being so fat lah.
trying to cut down as much as i can,
but i know i cant resist.
ytd was waiting for cab at geylang.
almost 45 mins i think,
went there for frog leg porridge.
not forget our durians too,
cant imagine there lots of people waiting for cab.
keep snatching our cab,
but lucky there enough money when i reach home.
hope tonight will rain,
den i can hav a nice sleep.
tmr work 2pm till 10pm larhs,
sweet dreams.

nice song.

2007-12-02T17:25:00.001+08:00

yeah yeah,
juz got the free time to change the skin.
preivously blog got some error,
i oso dunno why.
but nevermind coz i decided to change it,
although its too simple.
dont blame me for it okays,
tmr will be starting work ler.
hopefully these past few days off,
i get much rest of it bah.
been slacking at home due to problem,
not much energy to move around,
a new month for me ahead lers.

take cares.

2007-12-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

You Were a Crow

Eternally wise, you have a deep understand of ethics.
You guide people from the darkness to the light.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

2007-12-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

eveything has ended already,
two days prepration of the anniversary.
eveyone had put all the effort,
lasted bout 4 hours plus yesterday.
all are so shag and damn tired lers,
those who didnt sleep also.
rest well and take care guys,
you all done a very good job.
im now resting at home lahs,
due to something happen.
i need a badly rest now,
kneecap damn hurts.
well i miss you all,
always together.

lalalala.

2007-11-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

will be heading down kebun baru cc later,
關忠壇大日子 at 7plus.
can come down and hav a look,
feeling tired lately.
coz like waking up earli to do things,
im on leave till monday.
will be working as full time therapist,
so can earn lots of money lers.
at last i manage to update my blog,
coz im now free already.
will be going out soon to prepare things,
see you soon.

tkcares.

2007-11-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

been busy due to work or slackings,
too tired to blog or touch the computer.
waking up early for work,
arent im hardworking.
raining season is so nice weather,
i accidentally deleted my inbox msg.
its contain bout 100plus messages,
people who kind enough.
please send me again,
there lots of nice meaningful message.
im damn stupid coz i dont know why i deleted,
i juz wanna go on leave earlier.
i need rest and i wanna go do my hair,
coz my hair is damn the sucky.
count down to anniversary.
i think got one week plus more,
that i can see lots of people lers.
i wanna go slacks already,
need a powerful rest.

nites peoples.

2007-11-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

waking up early this few days to work,
always overslept and late for work.
im gonna go crazy soon,
tmr will be weekend so will be tired.
but after that will be my off day,
will be going malaysia maybe.
so sleepy but juz cant sleep,
i realli need lots of rest.

Help ME.

2007-11-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

seriously im getting sick of my blog,
mayb there nothing much i wanna say.
my life now is all bout working,
everyday is juz work lifee.
im tired and feeling so lazy day by day,
wanted to go out actually.
but my eyes seem so tired,
which i cant see clearly since morning.
ate macdonalds juz now,
im treating myself to good meals this few day.
im gonna go dreamland soon,
coz i realli need a good sleep tonights.

lifes seem so bored.

2007-11-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

juz change my skin blog,
coz nothing to do mahs.
currently watching tv now,
pls link my blog if you hav.
din manage to link you all,
dont know whos still got.
so tell me and let me know,
tmr my off day.
so can sleep late already,
den wake up late.
i wanna slacks the whole day tmr,
dont come and disturb me.

goodnights.

2007-11-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

a nice weather for me to sleep soon,
reach home not long and also eat kfc.
its my dinner for today,
think im being eating lots of supper recently.
people are saying im fatter and fatter already,
trying to cut down alot of things,
but nothing seems to work.
wanna go do lots of things lers,
im too busy.

memories.

2007-11-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

me not in a veri good mood today,
today dont seems to be a public holiday.
still working today,
things keep happening recently.
my temper is damn the hot lahs,
i dont understand myself too.
not getting much rest recently,
slept at late hours too.
working morning shift so hav to get up very early,
juz wanna kept everything to myself.
dont ask me anything,
yre a ass hole to me.
you are damn stupid lah,
i hate you okays.

fcukers.

2007-11-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

dont you seriously think that you are a CB kia,
arent you a fcuker wasting my time.
you are too over much already,
sorry to any people if im too vulgar arhs.
im damn the tired lahs,
dont wanna entertain this kind of ppl ok.
i need to slp already,
happy deepavali to indians people.

scukers.

2007-11-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

im back to blogging already,
due to my internet connection down.
got no chance to update and online,
juz got back the connection only.
damn happy coz can online lers,
but people i will be back to update again.

im busy lahs.

2007-11-03T01:50:00.000+08:00

wanted to sleep in the end cant.
so juz now went out to loyang pray,
den after dat go yishun damp.
chunfa lobang me all the way,
thanks yeah for the journey.
reach home not long,
tmr working in the morning.
yet im still here blogging,
coz still cant fall asleep yet.
im tired but juz cant close my eyes,
so sian lorhs.
my off day juz passes liekdat,
used to it lers lahs.
tmr sure damn tired de,
coz like din do much treatments recently.
so only weekend can chiong for my commission,
so lazy working lahs.

sweet dreams.

2007-11-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

was sleeping the whole day,
my off day juz pass likedat.
wanted to go out in the end but dont have,
so i will continue go sleep again.
working damn tired lahs,
at last pay is out.
if not i already broke for so long le,
been slacking all the while.
i need a break,
whole body aching.

goodnights.

2007-10-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

im so damn the disappointed with you,
since you dont understand what im talking.
den juz forget it,
coz you wont understand no matter how much i say.
pls dont care anymore,
im so tired already.
what happen to my health again,
can anybody plz tell me.
tag me and tell me why,
why its happening it to me again.
face seem numbness,
i dont want it.
its feeling damn xinku lohs,
dont you know it.
days will be gone if you do not realise,
its will be late when you realli notice it.
i feel like commit suicide to myself,
but arent its stupid.
im in my own world without anyone,
but at least ppl are happy at times.
if you find me one day damn heartless,
dont blame me for it.
everything seem to be likedat,
there alway a reason behind.
but its unfair to ppl at times,
dont you know it.
making ppl like so miserable,
its not a good start at all.
be what you want,
no one gonna stop you.
you can say im here crapping here,
but i love to.
you cant stop me from typing anything.
whatever you think alrights.
feeling damn scuks,
coz there always a reason behind it.

Ignorance.

2007-10-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

i got a fcuking serious attitude,
juz dunno why im likedat.
if you dont like it bout me,
tats yr bloody problem.
you may not need me anymore,
its common lahs.
everyone knews ppl choose their own way,
im not gonna cares.
none of my business anymore,
if you need someone badly one day.
you will understand much,
you rather put me in hell than heaven.
im referring to someone,
yah im not in a good mood today actualli.
talking you nicely is already veri good,
in the end what i got.
fcuking shit alrights,
you got what you want and acheive from me.
dats the advantage you want,
will not be regretting anymore lers.
useless larhs,
this is what i get all in the end.
i deserve it what,
you enjoying your good life.
you are damn happy,
dont blame me.
cherish whateva you got lorhs,
im not referring to my bf okay.
new month starting,
hard or good times depend on me.
awating for end of nov,
im not feeling damn well.
but i juz cant fall asleep,
i hate that feeling.
ppl around me are keep hurting me,
what the hell you all want from me.
im gonna hav depression,
as no one notice i actualli got depression at times.
i need my own freedom,
stay away from me.
dont try hurting me lots of times,
coz its got me lots of troubles.
leave me alone and rot,
my mouth hurts so much.
no medicine equal no cure,
tmr working morning again.
i wanna take a plane,
so i dont need so early wake up to prepare.
im dreaming larhs.
im broke lately,
how to survive in this world.

IM DEAD.

2007-10-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

N81.
the phone once i saw,
i love it man.
but still dunno the price,
but sure will cost damn EXPENSIVE.
but it damn nice lahs,
arghhhhhhh...

2007-10-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

damn tired lahs,
went mustafa ytd.
lol can say its my first time visit there,
went with bout 10 ppl.
what the hell,
slept at 5am plus morning.
woke up at bout 9am den prepare go spa do treatments,
first time staff treatment also got problem.
second time happens too,
cant juz you all give us some peace.
firstly you came to remind me,
as if i wont pay and i dont need you tell me too.
im okay with it,
lastly you called to ask again.
do you hav to do dat,
im pissed off this time okay.
im not there to quarrel but im juz damn not happy,
i already say i juz want pay and get out.
whats the explanation for,
i dont need yr explanation and you dont owe me too.
anyway thanks alot for yr reminding,
im always try to control my temper when i can.
but there always a limit alrights,
dont try to be funny when you cant actually.
none of my business between yours,
dont come and step on my tails when nescessary.
ppl oni respect you when you respect yrself,
i dont want lose good colleagues.
i juz want peaceful,
there still lots of nice and caring people out there.
i juz want to post coz i got nth to do and its my wish,
not happy with whatever things.
den juz get lost of this blog,
i can be nice and mean too.
be what you are and dont be too fake,
take cares.

not happy with my blog, you can juz leave coz no one will force you.

2007-10-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

its my weekend off today,
woke up not long.
slept at 8plus in the morning,
reach home at 7plus.
damn the tired,
played mahjong till morning with frens.
bf went back camp alresady,
so i came home sleep.
so bored coz i dont feel like going out,
going to eat my breakfast cum lunch,
follow by dinner.
im so fat already ok,
but i cant cut down my food intake.
coz thats me.
takc care people.

love me lahs.

2007-10-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

seriously i didnt touch my blog for quite a long time,
its seem like going to close down already.
been working and slacking whenever im free,
not enough hours of sleep too.
hours seem lacking alots,
damn the tired but not much rest.
wanna change to new blog skin soon,
but when im hav to mood alrights.
maybe later if i hav time,
coz im not sleeping yet.
not much update from me,
cant remember what im doing recently.
other than working,
will be staying home sleep.
its seem boring looking at what im typing,
im juz spouting nonsense here.
trying hard to sleep,
but i cant close my eyes till midnight.
working morning shift tmr,
struggling myself to work everyday.
it not due to boredom of the job,
coz its early morning.
i need a lots of sleep,
will not talk much lers.
i update whenever i can,
give me sometimes.
goodnight people.

give me some support.

2007-09-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

got the urge to update my blog suddenly,
its seem to be rotting but i dont think so.
this week is working afternoon shift,
so actualli i can sleep late coz no need wake up earli.
but feels so tired during work lahs,
looking forward to my friday appointment.
its my off day but im going back for treatment,
i need a break.
lifes seem to be so bored,
human seems to be doing same things everyday.
something which i dont wanna mention,
coz it will cause lots of problems,
let me be lahs.
still got lots of chocolate untouched,
scare its will spoiled.
but my body is feeling so heaty,
dont think can take it.
if not really will break down sooner or later.
but i just loves chocolates,
its my favourites.
so ppl if next time you make me angry,
juz offer me a chocolate will do and i forgive you.
i still deciding which phone i like,
but im going to broke soon ler lahs.
my tupid face is itchy,
you know my hand is tupid.
its hurt now which leave like a scar,
any online game to introduce.
tag me people and tell me too,
im going dreamland.
one day i need a 24hrs of sllpp.

feeling irritating.

2007-09-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

due to blah blah blah,
didnt blog quite a few days ler.
been beri tired and lazy,
tmr still got to get up early for work.
operation hours has extend next month,
schedule change too.
lots of expectations are high,
whether i can carry on not.
wanna get a new phone,
anybody kind to buy me a phone.
either a flip or slide phone,
i know it wont come true.
juz talking rubbish over here,
been so bored.
tmr a working day again,
not in the mood of working.
coz due to something happened,
its a personal secret okay.
not been saving my money recently,
what had happened.
i also dunno lah,
i wanna save more money for holiday.
more money for lots of thing too,
hav to work hard next month.
jiayou me plz,
been rotten soon lers.
im going to dreamland soon,
hope can dream sweet sweet de.

goodnights.

2007-09-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

once again i change my blogskin,
tired of seeing the skin already.
im off today so im slacking at home now,
ytd due to blahblah.
i dint manage to go for work,
blog was not update recently.
nothing much happened too,
my birthday was juz spent liekdat.
dint realli celebrate coz i dunno why,
dont hav the mood too.
weather is quite cold now,
feel like taking a nap.

all the best.

2007-09-08T12:12:00.000+08:00

nothing to comment or blog,
juz wanna rest and enjoy.
let me be what i want to be,
no worries ever.

moody.

2007-09-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

few days dint blog since i came back from holiday,
was quite busy working and doing other thing.
working hours seem to be late,
tiredness seem to be always there.
this year mayb not gonna celebrate,
dont have the mood.
the reason is i also dunno why,
bless me please.
i need a break.

dissapointed only.

2007-08-31T22:12:00.001+08:00

back from holiday from bangkok,
reach home not long from airport.
plane was delay for bout 2hrs plus,
so reach singapore at 6plus.
went there 4day 3night,
ate quite alot of things and shop shop.
sick again whenever im holiday,
so the damn unlucky.
im so tired coz not really getting enough rest,
tmr im working at 2pm but finish at 10pm.
birthday coming and its my off again,
waiting for it.

bless me.

2007-08-26T02:47:00.000+08:00

reached home not long ago from lim chu kang,
went there for prayers and more.
finished work at 7plus den go home,
after dat 9plus go meet bf coz he can book out.
we went to amk first den go lim chu kang,
after that we went bout 1plus coz bf hav to book in.
if not will stay till veri late if he nvr book in,
eyes feeling pain coz like got something poked in it.
im damn the tired already,
have to wake up at 7am to pray my dad.
followed by going to work after dat,
goodnights people.
im fainting soon,
trips to bangkok on 28aug.
im waiting for it.

peace.

2007-08-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

being lots of day din blog,
working since i came back from malaysia.
went to fren hse there at mersing,
tmr is my off day already.
so im free here to update my blog,
but soon im going out already.
i wanna watch movies later,
881 im awaiting for it.
im feeling so hungry now,
but no food for me at home.
holiday coming again,
will be going bangkok on the 28aug.
i wanna enjoy myself so much there,
its going to rain soon.
pls pls pls dont rain,
i wanna watch movie lah.

love me okay

2007-08-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

went to singapore expo, buddha chanting for 2hr plus,
nice experience for me.
was raining after that, but we wanted to go geylang for supper,
end up we was in the rain, but lucky was drizzling only.
we walk around the geylang after that,
looking at those weird weird people.
lol, den we went home after that,
reach home bout 1plus, so tired lah.
tmr working, claim hour coz i wanna go somewhere,
my off day again.
planning to holiday, hope can go lah.
i wanna enjoy and rest more.
haha.

dont test my patience.

2007-08-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

im feeling so sick and having a bad headache,
just come back from my fren wedding dinner at orchid country club.
alone reach home and my bf has gone to cemetery,
cant imagine a drunk person going there.
tmr working at 10am and im feeling not well now,
nobody can help me and no one will understand how i feel now.
im going for malaysia trips few day time,
i just feel like scolding people and kill them.
i dont hav the mood to blog ler,
goodnight people.

i hate myself.

2007-08-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

as usual, finish work at 7plus and goes at 8pm,
tmr is public holiday, no choice hav to work.
i wonder why people juz dont stay home and watch tv,
waste their time at spa and dont wan company their family.
hope can early go off on time as i wanna go aunt hse too,
dont give me so much of job lah.
lol, awaiting for saturday coz is my off day,
also going to attend my fren wedding.
this year alot of my fren married,
congratulation to them.
i wanna watch show ler,
9pm show is so nice.
good day everyone.

happy birthday singapore.

2007-08-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

reach home from work not long,
finish work at 7plus, tired coz hav to overtime again.
ytd was feeling so unwell,
feeling so cold and uneasy.
so i went to sleep earli to prevent fever,
im okay this morning but reluctant to get up from my bed.
hav been taking cab to work these few days,
coz im hav been sleeping on my bed and dont wanna wake up.
wake up very late in the morning, going to b late for work too,
serve me rights, hav to spent money on cab lo.
i need to save money okays,
coz i need to spent alot.
argghhh.
i wanna go rest, watch 9pm show,
im on diet now, i try but i just feel like eating.
help me, save me please.

love is not in the air.

2007-08-04T22:23:00.001+08:00

feeling so frustrated and sucky now,
what wrong with me.
got nothing to do, no nice show to watch,
weekend and i dont feel like going out.
i hav to work tmr, its so tiring,
hav to wake up early prepare and go to work.
i hate that kind of feeling,
but i got no choice.
this is my life and i hav to accept it,
telling you all this is nothing.
im bored,
i wanna go and sleep.
but i just cant make myself fall asleep,
who can help me, no one. lol
goodnight people.

who am i.

2007-08-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

just woke up not long,
body all aching and cramp already.
went wild wild wet yesterday,
play those slides and climb the stairs till i wanna crazy.
was staying at chalet before the day,
which i off wed, thurs and fri.
woke up early morning to hav mac breakfast.
after that we went for swimming,
den we 1plus go wild wild wet.
we rest awhile at 3plus den go eat sakae sushi.
wanted to go escape, but closed for dunno what reason,
no choice den we head back to wild wild wet.
play till 7plus den went back swimming pool again,
while den go back chalet bath and bbq.
was so tired coz whole day from morning till evening,
went home bout 10plus coz very tired already.
reach home i already concuss.
lol, den till the next day.

being happy me.

2007-07-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

reached home not long and im so tired,
but juz dont feel like slping.
you know what,
my psp is spoilt and my hp crazy.
lol, ppl who cant call thru my phone,
dont worry i can see all the missed call.
but you just cant reached me,
coz there always a reason behind.
feeling so crazy now,
no mood to entertain ppl.
yeah, now i being alone,
dont ask me the reason.
coz you have no rights,
will my relationships end now.
the answer will soon be find out,
countdown the days left.

be smart and not stupid.

2007-07-28T21:47:00.001+08:00

im not in a very good mood,
just tell me why cans.
its so irritating yet you all just cant understand.
you all just only think of yourself,
but never ever spared a thought for others.
i wanna be alone and no one could find me.
not in the mood to blog, but i urge to.
i just wanna hav a nice sleep tonight,
stop distubing me.
tmr working at 11am,
looking forward to my 3 off days.

leave it or take it.

2007-07-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

feeling quite cold the whole day,
which make my leg like so pain and numb.
i dont want that feelings pls, stop it,
i wanna go on diet too, im getting fatter.
tmr working 1pm, actual is my off day for this week,
no choice, hav to go back work coz spa 1year anniversary.
awaiting to it, it mayb quite fun, i will be doing the jumbo sales,
i want tarot card reading and henna too.
im bored, chatting with my fren at msn using mic,
its so fun, coz she dont hav mic, so she hav to type to reply my msg.
i wanna slp soon, im lack of slp this few days,
i need more than 12 hrs of sleep den will be enough lers.
good night ppl.

i love the way you love me.

2007-07-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

din manage to update for a few days,
lazy to use the computer or dont even have the time.
feeling so sucky now coz im tired already,
my eyes irritate me now lers.
cant remember what i did those few days,
but hav been working lately also.
no off for this whole week due to spa 1st anniversary,
but im waiting for next time coz can off 2 days,
to wild wild wet, escape and bbq.
im hav been eating alot recently,
i really want to hav my diet.
stop me please, anybody.
swensen, pizza hut, eating them the last 2 days,
im enjoying my life.
lalalala, my kfc delivery hav arrived.
i wanna eat now.

love me for who i am.

2007-07-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

im feeling so tired yet i cant sleep,
working tmr at 10am which means i hav to wake up at 8am.
nothing to do or no ppl chat,
keep yawning but dont feel like sleeping.
im damn really tired already,
maybe after this blog just wanna go sleep lers.
make sure i hav enough sleep if not i bad mood,
goodnight everyone.

lol, im just so bored!

2007-07-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

been days i didnt update my blog already,
either im lazy or feel very tired.
i just dunno why. lol
working these few days and im waiting my off lers,
which fall on wednesday which is coming soon.
when can i slim down coz i gain alot of weight,
its true coz ate so much when im bored.
i wanna cut down my food but i know i cant,
dont feed me with any food already cans.
grant my wish larh. haha

Take lots of naps!

2007-07-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

was quite tired and lazy to blog too.
went fren wedding dinner on 7july2007,
which is a nice date for couples who is marrying.
slept very late that night coz something happens,
woke up early next day coz work at 11am.
after work having bbq birthday party at aramsa spa,
lots of fun and you could see gatherings of staff together.
ate lot of food and since i quitted long time drinking,
which actually i drink abit yesterday.
wine, vodka and peppermint was included. lol.
slacked there with 6 of us there drinking and talk craps,
went home bout 2plus and had to work today at 1pm.
at least not so tiring coz can sleep more.
wanted to change my blogskins as i find it so bored already,
but yet i cant find any nicer so i decided not to change ler.
now, i wanna orded mcdonalds delivery already,
its supper time now, so fattening, dont you know.

Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless

2007-07-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

at last im having my off day already,
bought my psp at last after so much decision.
having wedding dinner later 7plus,
havent decide what to wear, coz still hav to iron.
im always a last minute person,
cant do things first coz must drag until im hav the mood.
lol, whole day home doing nothing, no nice show to watch at the moment,
bored, my off day just past like dat.
tmr working, having bbq also.
im having a bad mood. so irritating you know.

Indulge in the things you truly love

2007-07-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

not in a good mood today, coz something spoilt my day,
lazy n tired to move around anywhere.
work till 9pm today, a boring day for me.
waiting for this saturday, coz is my off day already,
been waiting since my wednesday off till now,
im feeling so tired without off for around 10 day.
since morning, my eyes is irritating me,
so itchy and redness coming back to my eyes already.
mayb my psp will come to me tomorrow,
feeling so irritated now.
arghhh.
lalalala, i wanna go bath and off to my lala land.
a brand new month for me.

Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number

2007-07-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

dont feel like blog today but yet im here for no reason,
tmr working at 10am, so hav to wake up early.
ate tepanyaki today at northpoint with my mum,
bought her lip gloss at body shop also, then bought bread for breakfast.
spent quite alot today, so fast right, money is so small. lol
cant wait for friday, coz my fren helping me to buy psp already,
im so excited but scare of disapoointment only, if no stock then die lors.
still waiting for on saturday, i need to rest, working is so tiring at times.
busy week, saturday fren having wedding dinner and sunday birthday party,
this month really have to go broke, still i bought psp this month.
im bad right, spent money like no people business likedat. lol
what to do, i am who i am.
gonna sleep, im tired and sleepy already,
goodnites everyone.

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

2007-06-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

yeah. feeling sleeply already,
gonna slp soon as my room feel so cold now.
going to rain or my aircon and fan is cold, cant feel the difference.
working 9am tml, i hate it so much coz i hav to wake up at 7am,
den aramsa spa having events, the massage is shiatsu.
i dont like it at all, coz i dont even remember the steps.
din even practice oftenly, so im dont know at all.
i jus want to have a nice sleep, so people have a sweet dream.
i wan psp. lol
i scare i will regret argghhhh...

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

2007-06-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

tireds and mayb my mood is already at least okay abit.
went to dsc clinic for checkup and talk in the morning,
i felt that the place is so scary and errrie, mayb cos of the people there.
heard that the place is for mostly aids people to cure there or checkup,
somemore the people working there, give a very damn lousy attitude.
we dont owe them anything or what also and we have no choice to go there,
as a massage therapist, we have to go through checkup and talk to get a proper licence.
went to eat at the bugis market there, after that we took bus 133 back to aramsa spa,
reached bout 5pm den i all the way slack till knock off at 9pm.
boring and a raining day today. lol
tomorrow working at 10am and so i must early wake up,
sure not enough sleep coz i also dunno why and it tiring saturday.
yeah, i got my pay today.
im confused, which should i buy, nitendo sd or psp.
coz i scare i will regret if i buy, let mi know okays.

I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life

2007-06-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

due to boredness and i dont feel like talking to anyone,
decided to face on the computer and i changed my blog and friendster,
see my updates okays.
today went to mums hse to have my hair dye, highlight n cut,
dont b shocked coz my hair become likedat.
haha, my hair feel so lighter now after cutting, copper red lehs.
tmr work at 1pm, at least can sleep late a bit.
will be working till my next off which falls on saturday,
a long week for mi yeah.
im fatter n fatter, been eating alot this few weeks or month.
coz at work, when there is no appointment,
the table is full of food and i will feel like eating it all.
mayb i have to go on diet soon if not i will become so fat okays.
will enjoys my work this whole weeks, no choice, haha.

Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes

2007-06-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

yawns, im sleepy n tired,
dont feel like talking to anyone nor reply msg.
im sorry if i dint reply you or give you attitude.
having hiccups now, so irritating dont you know,
since afternoon, hiccups non stop, but at least treatment time dont have only.
tmr working at 10am, wednesday off n the rest of the day will be working,
my next off will be on 7thjuly2007, its a long way for mi to go, jiayou.
i miss everyone i know. LOL.
meanwhile, i wanna go bathe n off to my lala land already.
dont feel like talking to anyone, PISS OFF.
mood swing, its going to rain soon.
zzz.

You are the Best and i like ya !

2007-06-21T11:45:00.000+08:00

due to blah blah blah blah,
i din get to blog or can say im lazy alreadi.
next week onwards i will start working ler,
since i get to off so many days since last few week.
though can say i din rest well also,
coz i like got so many things to do likedat.
bored at home, dunno where to go,
but can rest at home also lah.
these few days, weather was so damn hot.
feeling so sick likedat.
later mayb going funfair at bishan,
with working frens coz birthday.
tml working, den off on saturday n sunday.

There is always someone who loves you more than you know!

2007-06-15T12:58:00.000+08:00

everythings over's ler.
mum was discharge yesterday, went over to fetch her..
things have been happening around recently,
my ah ma was splash hot tea by a crazy woman at sunplaza on her neck.
ah gong yesterday was bitten by our neigbour dog,
bring him to clinic immediately, doctor clean his wound, do stitches too.
which costs $125, expensive rites.
tired-
was off for few days, coz having unpaid leave this few weeks,
soon will be officially working everyday n one day off per week.
tml working morning, hav to attend my family side wedding dinner.
bored-
people, please do tag my board whenever you here.
do let me know and update me!

I love you to much to let you go

2007-06-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

due to this few days been going hospital coz of mum.
din get to blog here or update...
she been out of operation yesterday,
everything goes well. thanks everyone who have been supporting mi these few days.
thanks guys for helping mi to take over my job.
so tired lers...
countdown to my days to start my full time job .

I look up to you,
respect you,
and truly cherish you.

2007-06-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

due to mom hospitalization, she having high fever up and down, kk hospital.
went to visit her just now, report not out yet.
tml im working n i dunno whether going to visit her not, cuz mayb goin night safari.
attachment finished, project have to hand up by wed n i just started doing it.
im stucked in my project now, im tired.
racking my brains, its doesnt help me at all.
what am i thinking now...

A hug is a wonderful gift to share,
A way to show each other that we care;
There is so much a hug is able to do,
When you feel those arms holding you.

2007-05-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

countdown to my attachment le! boredd. i will be continuing my job as therapist there... it tiring at times, but its fun also coz of the people there... they always make the joke of the day. good experience there, will be starting my project soon. but dunno when. LOL... next month schedule will be 3 working day per week till the 4 week will change to full shift ler. which will offically start my working life... miss you!

LIFE IS SHORT

they say it take a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them.
a day to love them,
but an entire life to forget them.

2007-05-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

im tired, SICK. no doctor, no medicine is ALLOWED...
signess is coming back to me again...
working life is coming back to me again...

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

2007-05-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

im so lazy~ happy birthday to whom ever birthday...

tag my board if u here.

2007-05-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

HURTS;CUTS;PAINS [MEMORIESZ]

should be continuing my job at ARAMSA SPA, still not confirm yet!
quite stress sometimes during work, i dunno why, mayb coz of the clients...
or mayb my mood that causes mi feeling so down n dont feel like working on any appointment.
i dunno why, i cant understand, mayb mood swing at times. LOL... problem lies with me?
2more weeks to go, my attachment will be finish already.
im still havent even started doing my report n presentation! HELP ME!
ZZZ. SLEEPING TIMES...

GET ANGRY IF YOU MUST, THEN GET OVER IT!
DONT CRY COZ ITS OVER, SMILE COZ IT HAPPENED!

IF ONE DAY YOU CALL,
THERE IS NO ANSWER,
COME FAST TO SEE ME,
PERHAPS I NEED YOU!

2007-05-18T23:39:00.001+08:00

my old blog which i created last time, deleted my old post lerx... feeling-> LOST IN THIS WORLD! working tml as usual, will be graduating soon... attachment finishing soon, i miss those ppl there, laughter and everything... will i continue in this industry back? BORED!!!!

VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.