im so damn the disappointed with you,
since you dont understand what im talking.
den juz forget it,
coz you wont understand no matter how much i say.
pls dont care anymore,
im so tired already.
what happen to my health again,
can anybody plz tell me.
tag me and tell me why,
why its happening it to me again.
face seem numbness,
i dont want it.
its feeling damn xinku lohs,
dont you know it.
days will be gone if you do not realise,
its will be late when you realli notice it.
i feel like commit suicide to myself,
but arent its stupid.
im in my own world without anyone,
but at least ppl are happy at times.
if you find me one day damn heartless,
dont blame me for it.
everything seem to be likedat,
there alway a reason behind.
but its unfair to ppl at times,
dont you know it.
making ppl like so miserable,
its not a good start at all.
be what you want,
no one gonna stop you.
you can say im here crapping here,
but i love to.
you cant stop me from typing anything.
whatever you think alrights.
feeling damn scuks,
coz there always a reason behind it.

Ignorance.

♥ 8:26 PM

i got a fcuking serious attitude,
juz dunno why im likedat.
if you dont like it bout me,
tats yr bloody problem.
you may not need me anymore,
its common lahs.
everyone knews ppl choose their own way,
im not gonna cares.
none of my business anymore,
if you need someone badly one day.
you will understand much,
you rather put me in hell than heaven.
im referring to someone,
yah im not in a good mood today actualli.
talking you nicely is already veri good,
in the end what i got.
fcuking shit alrights,
you got what you want and acheive from me.
dats the advantage you want,
will not be regretting anymore lers.
useless larhs,
this is what i get all in the end.
i deserve it what,
you enjoying your good life.
you are damn happy,
dont blame me.
cherish whateva you got lorhs,
im not referring to my bf okay.
new month starting,
hard or good times depend on me.
awating for end of nov,
im not feeling damn well.
but i juz cant fall asleep,
i hate that feeling.
ppl around me are keep hurting me,
what the hell you all want from me.
im gonna hav depression,
as no one notice i actualli got depression at times.
i need my own freedom,
stay away from me.
dont try hurting me lots of times,
coz its got me lots of troubles.
leave me alone and rot,
my mouth hurts so much.
no medicine equal no cure,
tmr working morning again.
i wanna take a plane,
so i dont need so early wake up to prepare.
im dreaming larhs.
im broke lately,
how to survive in this world.

IM DEAD.

♥ 11:24 PM

N81.
the phone once i saw,
i love it man.
but still dunno the price,
but sure will cost damn EXPENSIVE.
but it damn nice lahs,
arghhhhhhh...

♥ 9:16 PM

damn tired lahs,
went mustafa ytd.
lol can say its my first time visit there,
went with bout 10 ppl.
what the hell,
slept at 5am plus morning.
woke up at bout 9am den prepare go spa do treatments,
first time staff treatment also got problem.
second time happens too,
cant juz you all give us some peace.
firstly you came to remind me,
as if i wont pay and i dont need you tell me too.
im okay with it,
lastly you called to ask again.
do you hav to do dat,
im pissed off this time okay.
im not there to quarrel but im juz damn not happy,
i already say i juz want pay and get out.
whats the explanation for,
i dont need yr explanation and you dont owe me too.
anyway thanks alot for yr reminding,
im always try to control my temper when i can.
but there always a limit alrights,
dont try to be funny when you cant actually.
none of my business between yours,
dont come and step on my tails when nescessary.
ppl oni respect you when you respect yrself,
i dont want lose good colleagues.
i juz want peaceful,
there still lots of nice and caring people out there.
i juz want to post coz i got nth to do and its my wish,
not happy with whatever things.
den juz get lost of this blog,
i can be nice and mean too.
be what you are and dont be too fake,
take cares.

not happy with my blog, you can juz leave coz no one will force you.

♥ 5:20 PM

its my weekend off today,
woke up not long.
slept at 8plus in the morning,
reach home at 7plus.
damn the tired,
played mahjong till morning with frens.
bf went back camp alresady,
so i came home sleep.
so bored coz i dont feel like going out,
going to eat my breakfast cum lunch,
follow by dinner.
im so fat already ok,
but i cant cut down my food intake.
coz thats me.
takc care people.

love me lahs.

♥ 4:09 PM

seriously i didnt touch my blog for quite a long time,
its seem like going to close down already.
been working and slacking whenever im free,
not enough hours of sleep too.
hours seem lacking alots,
damn the tired but not much rest.
wanna change to new blog skin soon,
but when im hav to mood alrights.
maybe later if i hav time,
coz im not sleeping yet.
not much update from me,
cant remember what im doing recently.
other than working,
will be staying home sleep.
its seem boring looking at what im typing,
im juz spouting nonsense here.
trying hard to sleep,
but i cant close my eyes till midnight.
working morning shift tmr,
struggling myself to work everyday.
it not due to boredom of the job,
coz its early morning.
i need a lots of sleep,
will not talk much lers.
i update whenever i can,
give me sometimes.
goodnight people.

give me some support.

♥ 11:25 PM