how i wished my holidays is forever,
i dont hav to work & still can enjoys.
i want to get out of this small little worlds!
its may be quite foolish, but i had that childish thinking.
what i want to do next?
got a devil's trying to ruin my lifes,
how i wished i had never knew you before.
chances i given & its always not been cherished~
when the time;s up, agains. you wanted to be nice.
wtf, taken its for granted.
how i wish im always drunk & to slp.
someone could please appear & share my sadness?
coz of you, fren are all gones & left some behind for me.
i always wanted a simple life!
cant you just leave me for a moments & let me be.
im acting tough to be myself as a happy girl,
you want suits everything accordingly to yourself!
den dont blame me for everything when things goes wrong.
i realli hate myself alots!

♥ 7:18 PM

im back from holiday~
& back to work with tiredness!
need to rush alot of reports,
i hope i can manage through without my deadlines.
pls make my times grow faster so that i can knock off from work.
& im off to finish my task soon.

♥ 10:33 AM

im living in a very cosy & sweet world~
here i am to talk craps again.
awaiting for my holiday trips,
which is just 2 days.
but im still happie with it!
after that need to work for long before i can off.
works seem to be loaded again this time,
cant finish & im gonna be dead~
i dunno where to start from.
where im here helpless and nothing can help,
i hate that kind of feeling which like im just alone!
would a kind soul be here to help me my work tasks.
im gonna drag long & longer,
would i able to complete it before my holiday?
countdowning to 11 days & off i go.
which is like only a week left for me to finish,
people always seem so busy that couldnt help me at all!
wth, dont come around asking me if you need help.
i will just heck care coz you are sucks,
being sleepy very lately this few weeks.
but i just love that kind of feeling~
im feeling so blessed with everything given to me,
i just hope im happie with whatever im have now.
daddy anniversary coming~ & i want to go visit him soon,
im may be bad coz i think i didnt visit him quite long lers.
tell us what you wants from heaven?
we would try our best to give,
dont forget us always even though you are not with us.
i will still have only one daddy & that;s you!
we love you.
please take care of me & blessed me.
i dont want to be bullied again~
i know you are there to look after me,
coz im still like a little small girl to you always!
well, gotta go & i will update soon.

♥ 3:58 PM

i just love the life im having now~
wooohooo,
holiday mood is on!
working mood is off!
im just feeling blessed with everything.

♥ 4:21 PM