i got nothing much to blog about it!
im bored to death at home, nothing to do;
i cant sleep, imagine i hav to wait till 3 plus am den i can try to sleep,
its so miserable lahs. im working tmr at 3pm_
i loves that kind of feeling which i dont have to wake up damn early morning.
no lunch for me at home tmr as my ah ma is going out`
she;s going malaysia for 1day tour i think.
tmr is sunday which mean is a busy day at spa again;
waiting for monday which i will be having my massage!
im damn tired, my whole body is aching lots
im too lazy to blog anymore.
im too EMO this few days, the reason is im being too BORED!
dont worry.

♥ 1:36 AM

im bored! im crazy! im mad! im siao!
no words can describe hows my feeling right now;
words seem so meaningless to me right now;
my mind is blank at this moment! feeling sucky?
lying on my bed trying to sleep, mind seems to be something_
what thats? i cant figure it out now,
no one/no else, will understand about it at all.
i think im thinking lots of stupid things recently:
its really stupid when i think back lahs'
trying veri hard to hold on lots of things.
& i knew i cant when i insist to be likedat!
nobody does or know anything regardless of what_
im just a dumb or stupid?
me, myself, i? realli not worth at all.
will you know. can you see & hear from me right now?
am im a idiot to anybody,
lol. oh, everything seem to be useless to me now!

♥ 2:17 AM

nothin for me to blog & nothin much to said;
reached home not long from bfs house as im need to help out mum laters,
im not slept enough hours for my sleep as im off from work_
gonna go bath soon as its going to be late ler.
trying to save money as possible.
i want to slacks as long as i can*
i dun want to be damn bored!
i want my lifes to be very interesting.
i want my futures to be miracles-
will you anyone to bless me?
im talking nonsense i think lahs^
its soon going to rain, the weather are damn good lahs:
im too lazy to go for a bath; dont feel like getting up from my bed,
haven take my breakfast or lunch, nothin much to eat*
not knowing what to eat, its alawys the same food!
gosh, times is running out.
gotta go, catch up soons~

♥ 2:35 PM